hello mum well i really dont know how i got through this christmas without you here it was so not real i remember last year wen we all had to be really quite because you didnt want to be woke up i would of done the same this year and ever other year if it ment having you bk its not fair that your not here mum i would give anything to have you bk were u belong missing and loving you so much every single day bye for now mum xxxxxx